| wow. that's how long it's been since i updated my xanga.
anyway...this is all i want to say...because, i don't know why...
Somewhere there's speaking, it's already coming in
Oh and it's rising in the back of your mind
You never could get it unless you were fed it
Now you're here, and you don't know why
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen, listen and wait for
The echoes of angels who won't return
He's everything you want, he's everything you need
He's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
He says all the right things at exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you, and you don't know why
You're waiting for someone to put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say
He's everything you want, he's everything you need
He's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
He says all the right things at exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you, and you don't know why
But you'll just sit tight and watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine with all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for
Out of the island and into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice, but you still hide away
Anger of angels who won't return
He's everything you want, he's everything you need
He's everything inside of you that you wish you could be
He says all the right things at exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you, and you don't know why
I am everything you want, I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you that you wish you could be
I say all the right things at exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you, and I don't know why
And I don't know why
Why, why
I don't know |
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| Wow. ZERO KISSES.
I'm unloved.
I'm thinking about quitting xanga.
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| Today, after school, I went to Barnes & Nobles to look around and get some coffee.
While waiting on my coffee, I was looking through the magazines. The first thing that amazed me was the lack of "good"(or atleast, what I consider good) magazines.
The second thing was that a good majority of them were Teeny Bopper magazines. And out of those, I think all but one had either MCR, Greenday, and/or Fall Out Boy on the cover. They were all advertising "Free Kissable Posters" or something of the like.
I pretty much almost killed myself, right there.
I hate teeny bopper magazines.
Umm...okay, that's all for this update.
<33
P.S. - OH! I finished that book. I decided it sucked. THE ENDING WAS HORRIBLE.
I quit. |
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| I bought this book called "Secret Identity"the other day and I read ten chapters last night.
It's good. It makes me think, even though it's completely fictional.
I'll read you one part:
If only...
He shut that thought down before it could go any further. It was no use thinking that way. He knew what his life was--and what it wasn't. There was nothing he could do but accept it.
The book is about this kid Dexter Cross(actually Dexter Stubbs, but he changed his name for reasons I haven't found out yet) and I am really relating with him. He realizes his life is not the best. He doesn't get along with his mother or his aunt. And he can't do anything to change the way he is, except start life over when he moves away.
I really like this book. I think I will probably read the other thirteen chapters tonight.
So the lie remains a lie.
And sometimes I want to scream.
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| In short, I quit.
I tired of people lying to me.
And pretending that they care.
And I'm tired of people being fake.
And I'm tired of getting yelled at.
Especially for crap I didn't do.
You're too busy/important to care about my problems.
So don't worry.
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